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03:14pm 23/01/2005
 
mood: snow day tomorrow...cool
music: Muse - Fillip
Last night was cool

I went to steves house around 7:30 and slept over with him and kyle. It snowed like a bastard but that didnt matter because we were inside with some beer and TV.
This morning steves mom made us a huge breakfast consisting of steak, english muffins, and some pancakes.

Then we helped his dad shovel snow around cause i had to get my car out from underneath the frozen tundra that is his driveway.

I'm getting ready to go over to morgans for a little while then come home and stay in tonight.

-paul


love you
 
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Whats up   
10:45pm 19/01/2005
 
mood: Chilling, drinking some juice
music: Bush (Gavin Rossdale and all) - The Chemicals Between Us
Lately i've been having a decent time. School is a pain the the arse but then again everyone feels the same way about that.

I've been hanging out with the sexy (morgan :D) which is always a good time.
And i've been chilling with the usual friends.
I owe Jac an OC marathon because i skipped out on the last one.

I just split a bag of 50 pizza rolls with kyle...i followed that with a rigorous workout.

Is that some sort of oxymoron?

Whatever good lifting 160lbs of weight does me it is certaintly knocked out by eating 165lbs of greese...oh well.

Now i'm tired and i need to study for my math mid-term. I dont think i did any work in that class all quarter so it's pretty important that i dominate this test.


Right, Later

-Paul

I love you.
 
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YeaaHH for Morgan and christmas   
01:23pm 24/12/2004
  So yesterday i exchanged gifts with morgan...it was an awesome time.
She liked all the stuff i got her and she really liked her necklace too, which got me excited.


she bought me pulp fiction, some comfy sweat pants, cologne, and made a scrap book of our time together..it was swell to say the least.

I had a fucking amazing night and im pumped up for this vacation.




I love you baby :D
 
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10:50am 22/12/2004
  I took this from Johnson...i havnt updated this thing in a while so i figured this would be a good start


DO THIS:
I. Reply to this post, i'll say some shit about you
II. I will also tell you what song reminds me of you when I hear it.
III. I will also tell you what celebrity/public person you remind me of, either personality-wise or looks-wise.
IV. I will also give ONE WORD that I associate with you when I think of you.
V. Steal this for your journal and make someone else's day as well.
 
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08:46pm 01/11/2004
  001. What is your full name: Paul
002. Spell your first name backwards: Luap
003. Date of birth: 9/28/87
004. Male or female: Male
005. Astrological sign: ummm..Libra i think? if thats even what that means..
006. Nicknames: Dont know if i really have one
007. Occupation: Student
008. Height: 5'9" or 5'10"
009. Weight: 150
010. Hair color: Black
011. Eye color: Brown

012. Where were you born: Minnesota
013. Where do you reside now: Danvers
014. Age: 17
015. Screen names: darko1387 & burywhite87
016. E-mail address: dont even know
017. What does your screen name stand for: the first one i made after watching Donnie Darko..i hate it now, so i made Burywhite which is named after a good Far song
018. What is your livejournal name: blankstairs
019. What does your livejournal name stand for: Its after a SDRE song
020. Pets: Cool dog, stupid dog, fat cat
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake: Dont know
022. Piercings: None yet
023. Tattoo's: None yet
024. Shoe size: Like 12
025. Righty or lefty: Righty
026. Wearing: blue quicksilver shirt... jeans
027. Hearing: Toadies, Possum Kingdom..you now you like the Toadies...
028. Feeling: Pretty good
029. Eating/drinking: Water..i bought delicious candy to eat but i lost it somehow

Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff <---how stupid is that title

061. Have you ever been in love: Yes
062. How many people have you said "I love you" to: a lot..but i only meant it to one person
063. How many people have you been in REAL love with: like... 1
064. How many people have you kissed: no clue
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex: No.
066. How many people have you dated: A few.
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl: Sweet, laughs, is open to you
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: If they're good looking or not..same as everyone else..mainly eyes
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for: Read above stuff
073. Do you have a crush right now: I have a beautiful girlfriend
074. If so who is it: Morgan
075. Do you believe in love at first sight: yes
076. Do you remember your first love: counts on whats intended by 'first love'
077. Who is the first person you kissed: Honestly dont remember
078. Do you believe in fate: not really
079. Do you believe in soul mates: sure.
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours: yes

Family Stuff

104. How many siblings do you have: one sister, one half brother
105. What are your parents names: Dan, Anne
106. What are your siblings names: Jackie, Alex
107. How many siblings does your mother have: Ten
108. How many siblings does your father have: Two
109. Where are your parents from: Dad, Dorchester...Mom, Georgia
110. Is your family close: No...but my external family (cousins, grandparent..stuff like that is)
111. Does your family get together for holidays: always
112. Do you have a drunk uncle: Many
113. Any medical problems run through your family: Diabetes, alchoalism
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee: What?...No?
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews: nope
116. Are your parents divorced: not yet
117. Do you have step parents: no
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family: no
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country: no

_Music Stuff_

121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life: Dumb question..
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own: Limp Bizkit - Significant Other...and i liked it too so fuck off.
123. What's the best cd you own: Loudermilk - The Red Record Enhaned, or Far - Water and Solutions
124. What song do you absolutely hate: Anything by Bright Eyes (minus 1 song) and anything by boy bands
125. Do you sing in the shower: not on purpose..if that makes any sense
126. What song reminds you of that special someone: Incubus - Wish you were here

_Favorites_

152. Color: black/red/white
153. Food: taco bell...fast food from anywhere
154. Song: The Blankets Were the Stairs by Sunny Day Real Estate
155. Show: South Park or Family Guy
156. School subject: TV Production
157. Band/singer/artist: Led Zeppelin, Far, Loudermilk, Nirvana...so many
158. Animal: Pigs and Monkeys make me a smiley kid
159. Outfit: Naked preferably
160. Radio station: WAAF (107.3)...or Rock 101.1
161. Movie: Fight Club and Pulp Fiction...The Big Lebwoski is up there
162. Pair of shoes: my brown grampa shoes
163. Cartoon: south park or family guy..
164. Actor: Edward Norton pretty much rules
165. Actress: dont know
166. Potato chip: potatoe chips suck excecpt for Cap Cod...but the best chip is clearly Doritos
167. Drink: Water...icy and delicious...dr.pepper rocks too
168: Soda: dr.pepper
169. Holiday: Probably Christmas..who doesnt like christmas...then Thanksgiving because i like to stuff my face with good food
170. Perfume/cologne: I've been rocking the Polo Sport for like 4 years
171. Pizza topping: pepperoni...meat of any kind
172. Jello flavor: red Jello is the only Jello i go near
173. Lunch meat: dont care
174. Card Game: No strip poker/war
175. Video game: General Chaos will always be the best game of all time.
176. Website: dont know
177. Book: HUGH GLASS MOUNTAIN MAN!!!...nah...actually i really liked the book Jurrasic PArk :/..its cool i swear
178. Computer game: umm..Doom..from like 92'
179. Number: 7, 13, 14
180. Cereal: Rice Krispies Treats Cereal was cool because it was 100% death...but now i dont ear cereal anymore cause its to healthy
181. Comedian: Dont know
 
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Boreed   
06:14pm 07/10/2004
 
mood: Dece
music: Ambulance - Primitive
I forgot about this thing...hmm not anymore.

Been having a good time as of late...went to the fair with Morgan and some people and had an excellent time :D

Got some CD's...

Doing decent in school, as of now i have A's and B's in everything except for Health, but that's because Health is useless and i dont even bother staying awake in that class..


Yeah, that's about it


Three months baby :)...thansk for everything, i love you.
 
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Morgan is the love of my life   
09:32pm 19/09/2004
 
mood: Swell
music: Incubus - Under My Umbrella
So today i hadda work...that sucked.

But after work i got to hang out with Morgan...and i had a really good time...:D..thanks for the present baby

I feel a lot better now too, i cleared some stuff up..

Im back to normal..

Later

i love you morgan
 
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Bored   
02:43pm 18/09/2004
 
mood: Ok
music: Incubus - Morning View
Saturday...raining...blah.

Rain is cool, but not during the day when you're sitting in your house without a car doing nothing.

School has been alright..i mean its school so i can only like it so much.

As of late i've been feeling pretty down and i dont know why...its weird how i can go from being the happiest i've been in a while to just ok so fast.

I gotta stop over over-thinkin stuff..


But anyway

I think im hangin out with Baker tonight, that should be alright.

Tomorrow i think im hangin out with Morgan..
I love her so much.

Later
 
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Wow..   
12:59am 08/09/2004
 
mood: dirty
music: Loudermilk - Ash to Ash
Well Summer is officially over...it's September 8th and its 1:00 in the morning..i was sleeping but i woke up..i have nothing to do, except go over my summer.

All in all i think it was pretty good...i'm gonna try to think some of the better times..

-last day of school..the real last day, seeing as i had to go to see if i had to go to summer school or not, and finding out that i dominated my exams and somehow didnt have to go to summer school..there are few times in my life where i have felt more relieved..i had to walk home though..which sucked. But that was a pretty awesome morning..

-Operation Iraqi Freedom with Matt, burning all of my evil books and binders to ash in my wheelbarrel, then pissing all over the ashes.

-Sealed with a Kick

-Finding out about the Quarries..that place kicks ass

-July 4th at Sabantys with Malmxors..or atleast i think he was there...i dont remember a lot from that night, but i do remember i had a swell time

-Going out with Morgan on July 7th :D, and then getting my license on the 8th..

-Matts bellyflop

-Poker with kids from work

-All times with Josh (there clearly werent enough)

-Rockland/Hanson

-"Whatever Man..as long as theres Pizza"

-Donkey Kong Country

-7/22 with Sabanty

-Jen Moeller with Kyle

-Trying to make wine and failing miserably..sorta

-Matt and Ben getting completly fucked off my gravity

-That stupid ass Simon, and the parking ticket

-Steves mom feeding me Lobster/Steves dad hating minorities

-Watching girls from Peabody jump off the 50 ft at the quarries

-The night in the Tent

-North Carolina kicking a lot of ass...ESPN, and Brooks Barnard..the dreadlocks

-Seeing Morgan after NC

-Getting more Taco Bell than any human should ever get with Malm

-Taking the best shower of my life

-Sneaking into Morgans house at 2 in the morning

-No parents, Malm and Baker...and a lot of alcohal
-John Madden with Johnson

-Getting a funny ass phone call from Chris and Jacqui and their drunkeness

-Going to NH to hang out with Morgan and Moe Dawg

-Getting lost on the way back...and getting my first speeding ticket from a dumbass hick cop (thanks for spiking up my insurance you fuck)

-Getting way to much credit for saving some old broad from choking to death at work

-Running over Gibbons foot..for some reason i laugh everytime i think about that..i didnt see enough of that kid, and when we did hang out i ran his foot over

-Being generally surprised by the girl next door..which was one of the better movies i saw this summer...and Toon Terrors..or whatever the fuck it was called, being the worst movie i have ever seeing..ever...

-Seeing Morgan for our 2 months, and ending the summer talking to her


There was more too it, but if i search my brain anymore i'm gonna get a headache..

Later
 
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Fresh out of the shower   
11:27am 06/09/2004
 
mood: Meh
music: none
Yesterday i hadda work...no old people choking to death though, which was good.

Had a pretty good day on the whole..

Watched the girl next door, which was actually a really good movie...then i got sorta drunk cause i was bored.

I had talked to Morgan earlier and i told her i'd call her back and i did but i think i sounded really dumb and pissed her off a little :(...and i think i pissed off moe too because i woke her up and i think she was already pissed off at me.

Either way that sucked

I'm headin out now though..later
 
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Havnt updated this thing in a while   
03:14pm 05/09/2004
 
mood: good
music: Far - Wear It So Well
I havnt been doin a whole lot as of late...but schools comin, which sucks :(...this summer deffiently went by way to fast...

Yesterday i drove up to NH to see Morgan and hang out at her cottage..or whatever they're called. Little Moe was there too, and it was a swell time. Since its probably the last really fun thing i'll do befor school starts, i'd say it was a good way to end the summer.

Right now i smell like bacon..which should be a good thing, but its sorta sketchin me out..we had bacon at work and i ate way to much of it...so i'm gonna go shower and find something to do...peace.

I love Morgan.
 
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2nd update in the past hour   
12:28am 24/08/2004
 
mood: clean as a whistle
music: Incubus - Warning
Yeah i felt like i hadda write in this thing again.

Mainly because i just took the best shower of my life..seriously it was so godlike..now i'm going to bask in a towel and listen to some music..

peace

-I love you Morgan-
 
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Pretty pumped   
11:58pm 23/08/2004
 
mood: Pumped
music: Nirvana - Heart Shaped Box
My computer is running slow as shit right now...oh wells..

Today i got up kinda late and hung out with Malmxors. We got like 8 lbs out Taco Bell which was pretty awesome..and..it was at a REAL taco bell..like an actually restaurant on rt.1

But anywayy..

Kyle went home, and then Morgan came over which was awesome cause i love her, and i love seeing her. I had a good time :).

After she went to one of her friends houses i forgot danielle number so i couldnt hang out with them tonight (sorry about that) so me and malm got some mcdonalds and had a weird encounter.

Thats pretty much my day

My AC is like broken (warning to all) so my room is about 4000 degrees...

Now i'm gonna go take a shower

Later
 
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Home   
01:17am 22/08/2004
 
mood: hopeful
music: Noxagt - Swarm
YEah im back home..

I had an awesome time in NC..but it feels good to be back.

I have to go to work in like a half hour which really sucks..but i think i'm gonna be hanging out with Morgan today which i havnt done in forever.

If there is one thing that i missed it was deffiently her.

Later all
 
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I'll be long gone in 6   
10:58pm 07/08/2004
 
mood: Happy and Sad
music: Noxagt - Mek It Burn
Yeah so i'm going to NC in a few hours...its going to be an excellent time.

I'm hoping when i get there i'll be more thrilled about it than i am now..i mean i love going there, its a good time..but its just a really long time..and its right at the end of summer..and its right when i'm at my most in love with morgan.

Blahhhhh

To the pals i see the most later bros...see you in 15 days-ish

...Thats pretty much it except..

MORGAN..i love you..i'm going to think about you every moment while im down there, you mean everything to me...i'd keep going on and on but everything you need to know i told you today..i LOVE you...

Later dudes
 
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11:30   
11:25pm 05/08/2004
 
mood: contemplative
music: Incubus - Wish You Were Here
I love my girlfriend.

I leave for NC on Saturday i think...and im gonna be gone for 2 weeks...i know once i get there i'm gonna have a grand time..but right now its really making me think about how much morgan means to me...

But yeah enough ranting..


I've had a lotta fun the past few days :)...i have nothing to do tomorrow...or today when people will probably be readin this...someone call me.
 
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Hmm bored   
05:53pm 03/08/2004
 
mood: blah
music: Loudermilk - The Twisted
Its so hot out...and im really tired..but im fresh out of the shower so i feel all cleansed and good.

Yesterday afternoon i went to the quarries with a lot of people...it was a good time because everybody actually jumped off of the cliff this time. No one pussied out..so that was pretty neato.

The day before i hung out over Kirtys cause Jac came back from NH and i hadnt seen her in like a month and shes a good pal so all was good.

Yesterday night went over morgans with moe and kyle and it was excellent cause well..i saw morgan, which is always a good thing. I love her..so much.

Today me and sabanty and baker drove over to the mall because i hadda buy something...and thats about it.

Now im bored and got nothin to do until 7...i feel really weird right now too..not sure why...oh well.

i love you

later all
 
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Blahh   
08:41am 01/08/2004
 
mood: kinda tired
music: Led Zeppelin - Kashmir
didnt do a lot whole lot yesterday..

Went to the quarries with matt and danielle..we tried to get her to jump off but she pussied out and wouldnt do it. It was a good time anyway though.

Got home and hung out with Sabanty and Baker..went over to Steves and we chilled with him and Malm.

The funniest thing happened at the mall...

2 chump Simon security guys drove by and said shit to us..then they kept driving and parked in a handicap spot...so when we got back to my car we wrote out a handicap ticket and Steve, Malm, and me walked over and steve and kyle tried to give it to the Simons, but they got all pissy so steve just put it on their windowshield and as we were walking away kyle reached into the car and rubbed ones head and sais "have a nice day" or something like that and the kid flipped out and jumped out of the car and grabbed kyles are..so malm pulled his arm away and the guy did it again so then kyle just swung him around and like tossed him 10 feet...so the stupid simon like 'put up his dukes' like he wanted to fight or something and this crap went on for like 5 minutes and the actual real cops came out and got kyles name and all this shit because he "assaulted an officer"..all in all it was pretty funny.

Today i gotta work..blah..its like 8:45 and i shouldnt be awake...oh well..

i wanna see morgan
 
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Tired   
11:20am 31/07/2004
 
mood: tired
music: Modest Mouse - Talking Shit About A Pretty Sunset
So tired...i just woke up..its like 11:30 and im still tired..oh well.

Last night i hung out wiht Matt, sabanty, kyle, danielle, kate, and one other girl whos name i forget. We didnt do much..just sorta sat around at the mall (which i'm not a big fan of)...then we went to stop and shop because we're in the process of trying to make beer.

Yeah i dont think its gonna work either..but hey i tossed in my two bucks and am willing to help with the making...we'll see how it goes.

MAtt wanted to make moonshine but apparently if you make it wrong it either kills you or you go blind...but its a risk he's willing to take.

Hey look i'm listening to a Modest Mouse song that doesnt suck.
 
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Editing stuff   
11:44pm 29/07/2004
 
mood: Hoohoo
music: None
Havnt been doin a whole lot lately..lotta sitting around with people chilling out..stuff like that.

I hung out with morgan today for the first time in like 5 days but it felt like 2 weeks...i missed her a lot...cue the sad face :'(...but seeing her today made me happy again :).

The down side of my day was that little fucker Dilfer spit on my car. Right on the window...i'm gonna fill up a super soaker with my piss and ka-blast his face with it right after beat his ass.
 
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